PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP!! LEAVE A COMMENT!! :)

Hey everyone so please comment on this to let me know your opinion! I want to hear from you and know what you think PLEASE!!!  Does anyone think what I’m doing to try and help support others like me that have suffered or their families have suffered do to their illness when in fact something could have been done sooner? Do you think I should keep going no matter what in terms of fighting for my beliefs? Is anyone interested in helping me hold a awesome benefit for multiple sclerosis and for all proceeds they be going to an organization of my reader’s choice? How do you feel about medical marijuana, especially the dispensary that is trying to open in Epping, NH? Do you believe it will/does help with chronic pain, anxiety, appetite, depression and much and, also more than pain clinics who just want to give us medications to support the pharmaceutical companies who run all hospitals?

This song to me is about I feel that I get treated and looked at because; I’m young, pretty, intelligent, a woman who knows exactly what she wants, how these Doctor’s work, or I get a “well you look fine”, they think I just want pain meds (not true at all), I don’t look “sick” all the time etc…..

My lover’s got humour
She’s the giggle at a funeral
Knows everybody’s disapproval
I should’ve worshipped her sooner
If the Heavens ever did speak
She is the last true mouthpiece
Every Sunday’s getting more bleak
A fresh poison each week
‘We were born sick,’ you heard them say it
My church offers no absolution
She tells me ‘worship in the bedroom’
The only heaven I’ll be sent to
Is when I’m alone with you
I was born sick, but I love it
Command me to be well
Amen. Amen. Amen

Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life
If I’m a pagan of the good times
My lover’s the sunlight
To keep the Goddess on my side
She demands a sacrifice
To drain the whole sea
Get something shiny
Something meaty for the main course
That’s a fine looking high horse
What you got in the stable?
We’ve a lot of starving faithful
That looks tasty
That looks plenty
This is hungry work
Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my
No masters or kings when the ritual begins
There is no sweeter innocence than our gentle sin
In the madness and soil of that sad earthly scene
Only then I am human
Only then I am clean
Amen. Amen. Amen

Take me to church
I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies
I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife
Offer me that deathless death
Good God, let me give you my life

Oh, I’ve also got from my Nana who does have dementia that ” This happened to me because I turned my back on God”. She also has no idea what I believe in or whom I believe in. But, I just it all roll off my back because, I know that everything happens for a reason. I honestly believe that this was a blessing sent to me to give me strength, courage, a voice that I must make be heard, my way to help others (considering I don’t now what my future holds, career wise), and to find my true calling in life. Living everyday not knowing what tomorrow holds is a way everyone lives but, now I know it’s different for me now.

Please help out so I can decide ( I’m a Libra) how to move forward!!! I trust you!! I believe in you like all of you who have read my blogs and continue to do so, please know how that this means so much to me in a way I cannot describe 😉

One love friends,

Jenny ❤

See you soon!!! Thanks for reading!!!